Only in solitude do we find ourselves

26 August 2008 @ 08:28 pm

I'm dying...it's official...I can't breathe right now. I think it's just an anxiety attack, but still...

I just saw pages out of my spanish book and conjugations swirling, so I decided to try and read a little slash, to ease the dizziness...but instead, I just started thinking about my own fic and I had this heavy urge to write and write and like totally knock out the fourth part, but guilt about conjugations and God Help Me Rip Van Winkle started to strangle the urge. So, I'm left near tears, hyperventilating, and typing this.

I just really want to WRITE! But I can't! *stomps feet*

(and my best friend/Mama...didn't pick up the phone to help me through this!)

I'm dead...sorta...

Current Mood:

depressed

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23 July 2008 @ 03:37 pm

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New layout...abandoned this journal for my other...should be back soon.

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15 February 2008 @ 02:19 am

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, S'MORE!

Current Mood:

bouncy

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10 February 2008 @ 09:07 pm

LOVE 'EM!

Tags: panic at the disco

Current Mood:

excited

Current Music: Nine in the Afternoon Video--Panic at the Disco

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03 February 2008 @ 01:41 am

Panic...er...Brendon

rediscovered a lovely picture so I had to make an icon...

playing with selective coloring...this picture had so many colors!! That's good of course!

Tags: brendon urie, icons, panic at the disco

Current Mood:

blah

Current Music: Song to the Siren-Tim Buckley

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29 December 2007 @ 01:07 am

Joseph Levitt Gordon icons

14 Joseph icons

Preview:
joseph11.png picture by Nmbr1ddtt

( JGL )

Tags: icons, jgl, joseph gordon levitt

Current Mood:

creative

Current Music: Glitz and Glamour- The Cab

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29 December 2007 @ 12:44 am

Layout

Change of layout for the new year...I guess the theme stems from what I expect in the new year...solitude...being all alone like now...

It's not the best of outlook for the new year, but hey, what can I say?

Tags: all alone, layout, solitude

Current Mood:

blah

Current Music: Now That We're Done--Metro Station

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18 December 2007 @ 02:43 am

Testing icon...

And trying to write...it's 2:43am! And Decoder Ring really helps me write even when I'm not really writing anything...Awww, boo....whatever...

Tags: becki, cam archer, icons, photography, writing

Current Mood:

blank

Current Music: More Than Scarlet--Decoder Ring

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20 August 2007 @ 08:01 pm

First Day of School...

After first day of school...
I am completely broken down!!
So not what I expected...
Need some encouragement.
I am so over it.

Tags: breakdowns, school

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

crappy

Current Music: I'm Sorry- Maria Mena

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14 August 2007 @ 12:48 pm

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Wrote one more poem, I guess I was on a short roll. It's almost a song, but not quite. The title is suppose to be whatever it's called when you are doing grammar and there is something about how the subject is understood or understood you...I don't really know what's it's called. So let me know so I can change the title.

( Poem #2 )

Tags: grammar, poems, poetry, songs, wannabe songs

Current Location: desk

Current Mood:

discontent

Current Music: Hvalir i Utrymingarhaettu- Sigur Ros

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14 August 2007 @ 12:20 pm

(no subject)

Wrote something...

( Poem )

Tags: poems, poetry, wannabe songs

Current Location: desk

Current Mood:

crappy

Current Music: Josef Tekur Fimmuna i Vinnuna- Sigur Ros

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07 June 2007 @ 02:49 am

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Awwww, shucks, I got an original layout now made me...it's all virgin suicidey. I just watched the movie and had to make some screencaps; Sofia Coppola's movies are just visually stunning. I've been watching a lot of movies this summer so far...it surely passes the time. But I won't say that I am simply watching them because I'm bored...they keep me entertain.

Oh, but yeah, I love my journal now, despite the fact I can't see my beloved icons...I'll be okay.

But this would not have been possible without the help of a true friend...

thank you violet_blues for your time and help at 2 in the morning...without you this would not be possible.

I sound like I'm accepting an award...ha!

Tags: header, layout, movies, sophia coppola, summer, virgin suicides

Current Mood:

cheerful

Current Music: Year of Our Lord-Sufjan Stevens

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30 May 2007 @ 07:43 pm

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Oh yeah graduated May 25, 2007!!

Testing icon...

Tags: 07, across the universe, graduation, icons

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

calm

Current Music: Operatica- Melancholy Rose

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04 May 2007 @ 10:16 pm

testing icon

SEXY ADAM LAZZARA!!

Tags: adam lazzara, icons, taking back sunday, tbs

Current Mood:

creative

Current Music: Scandalous Scholastics-Gym Class Heroes

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16 March 2007 @ 06:17 pm

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Just testing out a new icon I made...okay, I love it.

Tags: dwayne, icons, little miss sunshine

Current Mood:

curious

Current Music: Sunday Morning-K-Os

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15 February 2007 @ 07:11 am

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HAPPY

18TH

BIRTHDAY

VIP!!!!!

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04 January 2007 @ 11:50 pm

EMO AT IT'S BEST!

Okay, I know many don't really like emo, but I believe there is one band that should be appreciated for it's emo-ness.

BRIGHT EYES!!

I just recently found my cd with all my Bright Eyes favorites on it and remember why I love them so.

Thus, I have to share some of my favorite lyrics...so poetic and angsty!

( Bright Eyes... )

Tags: angst, beauty, bright eyes, conor oberst, emo, emotions, love, music, poetry, suicide

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

contemplative

Current Music: Bright Eyes-Haligh, Haligh, a lie, Haligh

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02 January 2007 @ 11:17 pm

A Peace Offering...

Hi, Vip...I come bearing a peace offering...

I am just now checking my email and finally see your emails, I am soooo sorry, I hope you don't hate me.

Thus, I wrote a poem inspired by you, for you.

I was listening to this really cool song by Godspeed Black Emperor when I wrote it.

( Read more... )

Tags: emails, poems, sorry, writing

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

guilty

Current Music: Bright Eyes - Feb. 15th

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22 December 2006 @ 07:57 pm

Icons, again...

Made more icons...and my first moving icon.

1-2 Mozart and the Whale
3-5 Dreamland(Kelli Garner)
6-7 Fallen Angels
8 Dreamland (Justin Long and Kelli Garner)
9 Doki Doki
10 Mozart and the Whale(Josh Harnett)

( Icons... )

Tags: doki doki, dreamland, fallen angels, josh harnett, justin long, kelli garner, mozart and the whale

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

creative

Current Music: Anna-Molly-Incubus

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22 December 2006 @ 02:00 pm

Icons

I am just posting all my random(some not so good) icons. They are so random.

1 New World
2 My Girl
3-4 Marla Singer
5-6 Lou Tayor Pucci
7 Last Life in The Universe
8-9 Heathers
10-12 Fight Club
14-16 Fallen Angels
17-23 Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
24-25 Doki Doki
26 Dazed and Confused-Milla
27 John Mayer
28 Brian Kinney(Gale Harold)
29 Breakfast at Tiffany's
30 Vippler's Boots
31 Billy Elliot
32-33 Almost Famous
34-35 A Little Princess

Icon Generator by

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( Random Icons )

Tags: a little princess, almost famous, billy elliot, boots, breakfast at tiffany's, brian kinney, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, fallen angels, fight club, heathers, icons, john mayer, lou taylor pucci, marla, movies, my girl, takeshi kaneshiro

Current Mood:

calm

Current Music: A Great Big Sled-The Killers

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