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26 August 2008 @ 08:28 pm
I'm dying...it's official...I can't breathe right now. I think it's just an anxiety attack, but still...

I just saw pages out of my spanish book and conjugations swirling, so I decided to try and read a little slash, to ease the dizziness...but instead, I just started thinking about my own fic and I had this heavy urge to write and write and like totally knock out the fourth part, but guilt about conjugations and God Help Me Rip Van Winkle started to strangle the urge. So, I'm left near tears, hyperventilating, and typing this.

I just really want to WRITE! But I can't! *stomps feet* 

(and my best friend/Mama...didn't pick up the phone to help me through this!)

I'm dead...sorta...
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
23 July 2008 @ 03:37 pm

New layout...abandoned this journal for my other...should be back soon.

15 February 2008 @ 02:19 am
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
10 February 2008 @ 09:07 pm
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Nine in the Afternoon Video--Panic at the Disco
03 February 2008 @ 01:41 am
 rediscovered a lovely picture so I had to make an icon...
playing with selective coloring...this picture had so many colors!! That's good of course!
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Song to the Siren-Tim Buckley
29 December 2007 @ 01:07 am

14 Joseph icons

joseph11.png picture by Nmbr1ddtt

Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: Glitz and Glamour- The Cab
29 December 2007 @ 12:44 am
Change of layout for the new year...I guess the theme stems from what I expect in the new year...solitude...being all alone like now...

It's not the best of outlook for the new year, but hey, what can I say? 
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Now That We're Done--Metro Station
18 December 2007 @ 02:43 am
And trying to write...it's 2:43am!  And Decoder Ring really helps me write even when I'm not really writing anything...Awww, boo....whatever...
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: More Than Scarlet--Decoder Ring
20 August 2007 @ 08:01 pm
After first day of school...
I am completely broken down!! 
So not what I expected...
Need some encouragement. 
I am so over it.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: I'm Sorry- Maria Mena
14 August 2007 @ 12:48 pm

Wrote one more poem, I guess I was on a short roll. It's almost a song, but not quite. The title is suppose to be whatever it's called when you are doing grammar and there is something about how the subject is understood or understood you...I don't really know what's it's called. So let me know so I can change the title.

Current Location: desk
Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
Current Music: Hvalir i Utrymingarhaettu- Sigur Ros